''When we got together it scared the shit out of me,

because you were the only person who could ruin my life.

I pushed you away and made you think things were your fault,

but really...i was terrified of pain.

I didn't want to be a slave to the way i feel about you

Can you understand?

Because really...i'd die for you. I love you.

I love you so much it's killing me.''

Charlie